It feels so awkward typing this blog post. I haven't typed an "RIP" post for a relative so close to me. I still find it hard to believe that you are gone. I still can't bare the fact that I will never share another holiday or special occasion with you. I have realized now that you will be here in spiritual form but it will be hard very not seeing your smiling face. I love you and I will miss you. I do know that we will see each other again. You are now with my daddy, grandma, grandpa, auntie and all of our family who have traveled to Heaven.